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| 07:54pm 24/04/2005 |
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so my life is ok..nothing interestin goin on w/mee..i feel lonely sometimes..its jus me and my bf...n e one else? dont seem wanted...eh~
work? im not enjoying it n e more
skool? bummer
::sniffle:: imma bummm..i feel like a couch potato @ times....notin seems fun to do n e more...nothing seems to make me smile like i use to b4...feels like dare are things missing in my life...but i cant seem to find out what it is, or i juss dont wanna reach out for it....too far~ =P til then....imma bum~ |
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| 02:20pm 08/11/2004 |
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mood:  tired
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haha, im updating in jenie's dorm, while she's snoring...not too loud though..n e ways..i got a job! ...@ ben's gf's place...its called "hair secret"..oOo-la la!!..kehe....come come!!!
tings are gong perty dandee....life not too bad
random thoughts:
-wat wud u do if someone close to u die?..how llong wud u weep for?
-im giving up on trying to study
-dim sum is good stuff
-i want to go to a formal danc, n e one wanna take me?
-im late for class...
-shit...gotta go..haha..chao |
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| hola! |
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| 12:43am 07/10/2004 |
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mood:  sore
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yessumz L8 @ nite..and im writing in here. dis is weird, i havent update in lj fer da longest time...cuz i have xanga...yessumz im on lj today...er now...cuz kim called me earlier..and i was hella tired....i was sleeping..i fell asleep on mike! haha...buh yesumz, kim called me up...den i mentioned i wanted to c beach pichures (remembering jenie said kim n gia post on lj)....since kim already woke me up, computer was available...mine as well look....man, das some major tanline i got...haha..im jealous, everyone else looks hot in dare beach suits...hmph*
n e ways...uhmz..i past my cosmo license! yay....hopefully work soon...im asking a fwend, who was in my class and opened a salon. if HE (yes its a guy, but not gay) wud hire me. i doubt that He wud cuz im not allll that close to him....so yea, if i get rejected by him...imma juss sign up @ carltonz and b an assistant as my skill improve...
vat else...skool...*sigh, i dont understand as much as i try to study, i still do bad...man.......
me n mike...we're good...no bads..yay! i think das all fer now..chao! xoxox |
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| omg! tennis!! |
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| 09:57pm 14/04/2004 |
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mood:  energetic
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muahaah..it felt good! i havent played forever!! and now i played today w/loc....woow! feels great~ haaha....i kinda got da rhythm back......
lets see..today..went to skool....went to buad...sleep in car for 30 min...went to the blue couch..chill w/da pasa fer awhile..then chill w/super esther and melody..we worked on a 300 piece puzzle...finished in 40 min! muahaah..it was one of those nice painting pichure by thomas kinkade....then~...got board, glued it on...got a bible from lydia my soongjang? haha...leader in korean? *shrugS* ...my bible is cool! its cover is hot pink and watermelon green...muaahaha!E! the most corny/tacky book ever...n e ways...went to management....then chilled w/lydia (playing guitar), pauline (writing the script for a skit), moo goong hwa kim! haha...and euna...i was playing w/her hair...then went to econ..then went to visit loc..worked on OUR puzzle (simpson-homer...and its mosaic! and 1000 pieces!!)...then went to go play tennis @ monclair civic center...hahaha....we first "warmed up" haha....den he wanted to play a game...muahaha 4-0 n he gave up...bleh..i wudnt consider myself winning n e ways..cuz he couldnt see (it was dark) even w/his glasses on...so we juss rally...wow~ it was fun~ i was running alot! man! im exhausted..but hey..who noes, i lost some weight..woo hoo!
oh, monday..i quit my job....haha....not really a job....going around and getting people's signature for the petitions for it to b on da ballots? *ShrugS* i cant stand getting rejected all da time..haha |
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| 10:26pm 26/01/2004 |
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we're not together....talk more later...haha..now talkin to mike..haha..xoxox |
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| oh yea!! gia is mighty cool!!! haha |
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| 10:38pm 25/01/2004 |
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i fergot to mention!! haha...since mike been teaching mee a lil bit of chinese...
i said "wo shang ni" to gia one day...and omg!!
she started saying soo many chinese stuff..im like..wah!?!!?! hahhahah..
what im trying to say is..:
i jus found out gia noes how to speak chinese!!! that is sooo cooooolies!!!!! haha..gia so cool!! she noes vietnamese, spanish, korean?, japanese?, ...and chinese!!! man yor soo talented in soo many ways!!! |
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| chuc mung nam moi..or kung hi fa choi |
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| 10:01pm 25/01/2004 |
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uhmz... i failed my written test fer my cosmetologist license on friday..bummer..cuz i stayed up da nite b4 studying all da books i have from that class...n da next ting i new, the test that i took was nothing related to what i study for..n til now, i dont even no what to study..gRr, this sux..da test was really hard...i got a 66 >.< a 70 was a past...merf...4 points away!! just 4!! haha...good guessing though...66? yess~
asian new years...
-got bux i gues...i dunno...it seems new years came early dis time too..cuz im not feeling it
-mee, gia, thuy, and anna (christine/anna) joined the pageant in san bernardino. [[1st round-talent show and intro of us in unifor vietnamese dress]- gia played violin - i danced w/michelle, trang, patty, and kim to J.S. - thuy n anna danced to another song by truc lan and truc linh with anna's sisters n cuzins...really cute....*results* mee, thuy, n anna made it to the 2nd round. [[2nd round - show our formal gown and our own vietnamese dress]] i wore my prom dress and my momz ao dai cuz i didnt have my own - thuy wore her confirmation dress and an ao dai she borrowed from uyen/nancy (i wanted to borrow that one..gRRr) - anna wore a dress her mom bought for her (friggin 120 bux...sheesher..juss fer a pageant!?) and a nice ao dai, no sleaves.... *results* thuy n anna made it to the 3rd round.... [[3rd round - show favorite outfit and asked questions]] thuy wore a nice black skirt w/a cute/fashion red top and was asked what she wud do fer her parents wen she grows up...of course she cried wen she answered cuz her dad recently died a couple months ago...*sigh..i wanted to cry too, darn her....anna wore a tube top dress i didnt really notice her question...but yea....*result* thuy won 2nd place...dis girl from viet nam bout 6 months ago won 1st place....*shrugs*
-i didnt gamble...i dunno y....
love life:
- don - we're on a "break" cuz i have no idea how i feel for him...i want to break up w/him but then, i feel bad...cuz
1)he's giving up smoking weed juss fer mee
2)not going out as much to save $ so he can go out w/me
3)going back to skool cuz he doesnt want mee to be "above" him
4)got a new job from working minimum wage to 10 bux an hour
5)boooked a date @ some fancy restaurant in disneyland (since ive never been to disneyland) for valentines day
basically he turn his life around and its all cuz of mee...wen truely i didnt do n e thing...so if i break up w/him..his life mite go back to the way it was b4....he says im too much to lose..and he cant live a day w/o @ least talking to mee on da fone...
- mike - another guy i recently met a couple months ago...very nice guy...like ive always told myself though...i'll never date antoher guy younger den mee, cuz its juss to weird..but den again hes 17! im onlee 11 months older den him....*sigh...been talking to him every nite @ least fer over an hour fer the past week...its interesting how we can talk non stop...he's fun...AND he says im an "inspiration" to him, cuz ever since he met mee, heze been a good boy...he stoped stealing cars, stop ditching..and always home early now (talk to mee on fone) .... *shrugs* he's a cool guy! he noes karate! black belt..and he teaches other kidos..have a cute lil bro (dis boy looks mighty tough...like a bully! but soo cute!!)...and he plays football fer his skool...have cool friends...and all da girls he ever dated were about age 20 and up....i dont understand y he likes mee though, soo many girls jock him..he's popular too..everytime i talk to him..he's always putting mee on hold cuz people call him....oh~ and i mite b his prom date, depending if he ask @ least 5 girls ..and gets rejected by them..haha..i doubt that wud happen
uhmz...i guess das about it...tomorrow, im suppose to go w/anh yen to fullerton n by some books.....and go kick it w/don some day..and kick it w/mike on a friday/sat. i dont remember...n den skool on feb 2....gRrr
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| 11:21pm 03/01/2004 |
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i jus got home from kickin @ loc's house....whoazers...his turn table was cooL! he taught mee...man!! i thought it was gona b e z stuff..but nOo, now i understand what loc meens by how it took him bout 2 years to get them rite....dang, now he does it like nothing!! hahaha, his mom made some banh seo (some yellow food) too! and it was somethin i craved for cuz i havent had it forever!
but yea! hmMm, dis morning went to donz place chill fer awhile..home...cleen car...3 cars!! mine, dad, and bro's....den called peeps..i was suppose to go to dance practice @ 6 but mommy didnt want mee to b in it..so o wells, i sat around talked on fone w/loc cuz he called..haha....n den eat w/family..den found out my parents are leaving..so called loc up..cuz apparently he said he got some "important thing" he gotta tell mee....so he said he gonna come to my house..n den we gonna chill @ his...i ono~ he didnt let mee take my car...he told mee to drive his car instead..i thought that was weird..cuz his car wud b making 2 rounds...wen all we need to do was have mee drive to his house n back...doy doy~..i ono he was being hard headed, so was i...so it was a waste of time arguing..so i gave up..n so we took his car back to his house..chill dare...went home..das perty much it fer today...
hMm..happy christmas?
i got a hello kitty shillow! a stitch from huy/terry! a styling head from betty! necklace w/my initial "L" on it from nathalie~!;....uhmz...clothes, candles, and $ from my relatives...
hMm..merry new years?
::sniffle:: everyone went to the annual rave thing...loc was gonna get me in for free too! it was soo tempting...but yea don went to..o wells, i went to yen's celebration @ moreno valley...the gRr thing about it is, tan got drunk..and i was doing my hair cuz i was bored..so he was like lemme do yer hair for u..he came up and pulled my hair...fuck that guy..i dun wanna ever come near him again~...n e ways... juss chill w/yen da rest of da nite...basically watched the new paris by night..we missed the countdown cuz everyone else was b z playin cards..haha..got home around 1 ish
after christmas i went to san diego, chilled dare fer 3 dayz @ my cuzins...saw cheaper by the dozen (funny movie)..on monday, i went to visit my god family in norwalk..it turns out i stayed fer another 3 days til new years eve~ @ dare house..it was fun though, we went bowling and watched last samurai (good movie)..da bummer thing is, i was suppose to go snowboarding....gRrR
KIM n JENIE: are we still going to six flags!?
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| 09:47pm 15/12/2003 |
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its always around the time wen its MAJOR drama w/in my family..i hate christmass....i hate it....gRrRr..i hate my dad fer touching my mom, fer not controlling his temperature, for making fun of my mom, for saying evil words......i hate my mom for not keeping her mouth shut and let go of what he says, for not letting go of the past, for calling the cops...i hate....EVERYTHING...
i want to break up w/my bf becuz he reminds mee of my dad...n i dun wanna live the way my mom is living...i feel her, im glad she's fighting for this..cuz she gots the rite too. She cudda done this awhile ago, but she didnt..for the sake of mee and my sibs....
i dunno, but if it happends...im moving out for shure..my mom can go w/mee if she wants...but if she leaves the house..i am too~ im not gonna stay @ home and have him expect me to replace her....i'd like my mom to come w/mee....becuz im worry where else she's gonna b...
its always around christmas ..i hate christmas...its never a happy moment for mee..no matter what present i get, it'll never bring joy over the drama that happens...... |
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| woo hoo!!!!! im now~ one step away from being a cosmetologist now!! |
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| 09:59pm 25/11/2003 |
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omg i messed up soo much..i think they passed me by mistake!!!
(starting yesterday)
-la to look @ the demo, look over my kit, take my mom to china town and koreantown
-went around looking for wite pants
-talked on fone w/kim til midnite
-wake up @ 3...got ready
-left @ 4 to pick up monica (my model)..my parents went w/me...daddy took my car~
-went through orientation
-pick up kit
-fill out paper work
-go to stations
-test started @ 745 am
-break
-test ended @ 12
-lunch
-2 pm...results!! woo hoooo!!
-home
-chiropracter
-bank
-richard's beauty college
-home~ ...*drooL
like dude! i messed up soo much...
i was given
1. prepare disinfectant for the day
2. press n curl
3. hair cutting
4. sanitize haircutting implements
5. soft perm (chemical relaxing and perm)
6. pedicure on one foot...and a silk wrap on one finger
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7. predisposition test
8. virgin tint going lighter
9. stateboard set
10. make up
ok~ i was soo slow i didnt even reach pedicure, and i cant continue on from the list after break....so dare goes alotta points....for perm, i forgot to apply protective cream and cotton around the hairline b4 applying the neutralizer....for chemical relaxing, i had trouble w/the seat @ the shampoo bowl...for make up, i onlee applied foundation and blush (hahaha, i gavee her big red circle on her cheeks) n then time was up....sanitizing, i took my gloves off b4 drying the implements and putting it into the bag (therefore the implements are exposed and needs to b sanitize again...but i didnt)
overall mistakes were..i skiped across the floor (unprofessional)...the towels keep on falling off the client (the cape is exposed to the clients skin, unsanitary)...i was sLOw~
i had fun....i admit..i was totalliy worried..but...yea~
"we are going to announce the people who failed first..*o great, imma leave w/embarrassment!*....(the failers left the room)...the rest of you, you have succeeded! plz line up w/yor i.d...........congradulations!!"
wahhh hooo!!
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| omg omg....argh..ack!!!!!! wabba...wubba ...woaaaaaah!! |
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| 06:13pm 21/11/2003 |
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i juss realized yesterday that im worrying bout EVERYTING!!!!
1. my bf, he's always up n about..thinking that i bug him...he needs some space....n den he gets sad @ mee for going out w/my guy friends!! and his bday is coming up on da 28th!! and im not even halfway done w/his bday present~
2. registration!!!! stoopid skool..of all the days to register..they assigned mee the last date!!! so im limited on the classes i want....and im left w/the back teachers!! gRRr...dude! after dis semester im considered as a standing sophmore! i should b able to register b4 other 1st years...gRrrRrRRrRR!!! its ok i got it done today though..i still managed to avoid class on friday...but then again...im stuck w/another nite class...history 110a!! ack!! pray fer mee if i fall asleep, i herd my instructor is monotone.....
3. homework!! i got a speech to present after the break..and i have no lil info @ all..i didnt even start researching!.....n my psycho class..im doing so poorly in there..of 3 tests..i got 2 F's!! the last test is the final!! and my paper was due on wednesday...i spent onlee 10 min proof reading it...hope i get full credit on it..cuz the highest i'll get is 70%..cuz i missed the "rough draft" date...
4. stateboard test!!!!! omg!! i still needa find a model...no n e one?? i need a girl who needs her eyes to b waxed....normal skin....hair to b wavy and maximum is shoulder length.....n e one?!?!!?!? ack!! and da test is on tuesday!!!! aand i need to no the details of the procedure!!! im dead meettt!!! ack!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5. im financially poooooorrrr!!! i thought i had 500 to spend.....i had alot of $$ so i spent it....i let my brother borrow 500 bux fer him to pay fer insurance..so i thought i still had enuff $....by the time my account reached 100 i asked my brother for 500....he explained to mee that my dad place my brother as a part time driver n took the rest of my brother's $ and paid for my insurance....therefore basically i paid 500 for myself.....so..he dont owe mee $...so im pooooooooooooooooor!! worst comes to worse..im pulling a loan =X oh! and my phonebill came home..i went over 120 minutes!! omg, n i thought i did good this month, instead..i did worse!! ack!!!!! its .40 per minute....omg omg!!! AND....i realized that my cosmetology skool, didnt pull out all the money i owed...so on da 25th theyre gonna pull out 240 out of my account..i dun even no if i have that much in my account..im deaddddd!!!!!!....ack~!
and now...speeding ticket!!!!!!!!!! TODAY!! on my way to LA!!!!!!! gaRRrRr ...90 mph.....da cop put 85 in my paper tingy...but dang.....my attorney called mee today..so i asked him...he said it mite b 10 bux per mile......o no!! people said @ least 200 bux.....grRrr...n traffic skool? another 80?....blah!!!!!!...man o man...im dead mee...da funny part is..da cop said "i almost got killed trying to pull u over"..haha..not my fault....i changed lane n then speeded up..the car i passed change lane behind mee....das wen the cop almost got hit...das his on fault..o wellz...he was breathing pretty hard wen i pulled over....g2g now! bro need comp...ack!!! |
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| i like dis name ting....got it from gia~ |
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| 08:30pm 16/11/2003 |
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::=L=:: Love is something you deeply believe in.
::=I=:: You are always smiling & making others smile.
::=N=:: You like to work, but you always want a break.
::=H=:: You are not judgemental.
::=T=:: You have an attitude, a big one. <==i dont like 2 admit it, but my cuzin said i do 2~
::=R=:: You are a social butterfly.
::=U=:: You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
::=O=:: You are very open-minded.
::=N=:: You like to work, but you always want a break.
::=G=:: You have excellent ways of viewing people. |
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| hello!..tis jibberish again kimbo! do not read~ hahah |
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| 07:19pm 16/11/2003 |
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i have time today! yay! mMm.....actually i have alotta time, juss internet isnt much my thang n e more....interesting eh? overall~ ......
i finally finished my cosmetology class on nov. 8!! yay!!!! stoopid ms. mary (she single..ah ha) she screwed mee over...not letting mee take my tests...n til last minute i had to take 9 tests within 3 hours....so then i couldnt get personal service....::sniffle:: i wanted to go blonde!! its ok though..cuz mrs. april (have mor power den ms. mary) said i can come back n get 50% off...woo hoo!!..wish mee luck though! my stateboard test is on da 25th!! suxors, its my dad's bday too~
colllege!! my new friends since skool started!!
esther
lucia
betty
mark
tam
kris (krispy kreme!!!)
thao
pauline
lydia
chamer (i dunno if he counts, but we finally met in person after over a year of talking)
- n buncha other korean chicks from this christian group that kris introduced mee too...they're all coolios....i feel bad wen im around them though, cuz they're more into god then i am~
- n i met another buncha group from mark~ although he's japanese, he joined a filopino club....n i mite join if chammer joins...
im deciding whether i should join vsa too...i ono~ but yea! and im also thinking if i should take 6 classes next semester....hmMm....pray fer me if i do! kehehe
as fer mee n don..we're great!! tomorrow is 2 months....it days seem to go buy fast..i'd think that we're together fer onlee 3 weeks...we spent the hole day together yesterday....::sniffle:: i miss him~ yesterday i was @ my cosmo skool finishing up some paper work...and he came, but i didnt finish until 2 hours later...and he stayed! aWWw...he cleaned up my car too!! awwWw....he's such a neat freak...who noes, i'll become one too (psh, i wish)..so we ate @ mix bowL, hahaa..he loved it, he said every time he's around the neighborhood, he's gonna stop by dare each time...gRrr, imma b bored of mix bowL..o no!!..n den i showed him ontario mills...poor guy, he never new ontario mills existed eventhough he use to go to the street races around there....haha..he's like.."its big"..hah...n e ways, didnt even go half way around..cuz we went to his house so i can change into skirt for the fall dance entertainment....then went main place to get my jacket! woo hoo, me like...n den we went to the irvine spectrum...tried went on the faris wheel (?) den he got us some funnel cake..yummmmmmerz!!!!!!! i want more!! ...n den we went to my skool to watch the fall dance theatre show....it concluded to b more interesting then i thought it was....but now i gotta do a paper for that show fer my dance class...gRRr
oh ok...lets mention kim's name in here since all she do is scan for her name n e ways soo...
kim kim kim kim kim kim kim kim ..hahaaha..yea i visit her once in awhile..and it always happen to b wen she's @ arby's.....but yea, i showed her co-worker/manager our prom pichures..and i believe kim is mad @ mee...im sorRRrRrRrrRRrrrRRRrrrRRrrrRRrrrRy!!! but yea...her co-worker/manager told kim to gimme drinks and a pie!! hahaha...and like i wanted fries..n was gonna pay fer it...but kim wont let mee... should go to arby's more often..but den she's gonna quit...::sniffle::
i go around shopping too much now...even though i dun buy ne ting..i had fun..hahaha....i enjoy going w/betty..i dunno y..but yea! we would enter a store...then seperate our own ways...n den if we bump into eachoder we'll ask for advice about certun clothing.......either that..or we'll say "lets go"..hahah...*Shrugs*
oh! the nite b4 halloweenie..i died sarah's hair and grace's hair....sarah's hair looked nice..i cant believe her's took mee bout over 2 hours juss to tint it! gRRr....and her having long hair was still not a good excuse...i added some streaks too..from grace's left over..turned out nice~....but yea! i did grace's hair in less then an hour!! i streaked the top..and tint the bottom half..i didnt get to c her results..i really wanna c it though, but she left in a rush for her brother's bday....
oh!!! i met up w/qui..totally last minute..i got out of class early, so we went out fer dinner...it felt totally wierd..so we both agreed to never c eachother again...don got jealous wen i told don that we met up..hahah....so now don wont pass a chance that he gets to spend w/mee so i wont go out n kick it w/other guys....he said "im too much too loose'...er so he said....
*sigh..he said "i love u" to mee already.....i dunno if i should say it back..cuz like..i admit i like him...alot~ but i dunno if its actually love..i cherish the word "love" and wud never wanna misuse it~ |
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| whoa~ interesting day |
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| 12:57am 30/09/2003 |
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....jenie took mee bak.....mommy took mee to doctor..came home cut gia's hair...:;sniffle:: i messed up! soo bad! grrRr im sorry gia!!! im sorrry! so sorry!....but i did her hair...i made it look worse..sorry~ ken took her home...i cut my own hair! hahahahaha...yea giA! i did!
that'll b all..hahaha...oh yea..kim called mee later on..*shrugs*.. mee go sleep now..its late |
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| 09:54pm 26/09/2003 |
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i lost my cell, my (favorite) watch ..and my parents took my car away again~~~ on da same day!!!!! friggin nuts! ...and it got worse today....ack!! @ least i found my cell yesterday..yay! no watch though..::sniffle:: i got a 140/150 on my first test in college! yay!! and i got 38/40 on my speech..hahaah it was total bs! i put my things together in less than a minute..hahaaha
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| ...lil update...been awhile....misses everyone!! |
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| 09:36pm 22/09/2003 |
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grRrr..got da car back yesterday..juss changed wheel fer now..gotta fix da otherz later
friday- cosmo, doctor (got a cute doctor!!), and tanz surprise bday
felt kinda weird, cuz i was sitting near lynn n phuong, while eating...and tan came along and sat w/us talking about calling them "ba xa" in the past...@ which he called mee that too..gRr
saturday - cosmo, home, and vu's surprise bday
yea, i dyed my doll head's today w/leftover haircolor from a client..i did it the way i wanna dye my hair ta c how it would look..it looks aiight~...i ran out of time though, so wen i got home i conditioned her hair n all..later dzung came over n asked mee to celebrate vu's bday...@ dare apartment in riverside..so yea went, ate some spring rolls and watched funny chinese movies..and got home around 2 am...surprisingly around 12? my bro called mee..hah...as if he's my 2nd dad..kinda bugged~
sunday - home, gramps house, church in san bernardino
cleened my room a lil~...my brother felt "bad" if he picked mee up to go to san bernardino cuz i didnt go to tntt in ontario...what can i say? i had to go pick up my car @ my gramps house...so later my bro picked mee up...got to san bernardino..saw cuong's bro, but not him...grRr...talked to jase fer a bit...*cheer up meng* im here fer u..things would turn out alll gravy......and havent seen alot of peeps fer awhile...still, i feel lonely and not wanted...*ShrugS* its all about da kids...das y i decided to come back as a "part time" tntt...da au nhi are so cute!! >.<
monday - fullerton, doctor
took notes in dance class..so nothing much..omg~ it was no dance class friday, monday last week..and this week, no class on wednesday~....groovy ey? alotta of catching up to do though..grR....as fer math, we took our test on friday but da damn teacher didnt finish checking it up yet..im glad i took calc in high skool, cuz dis instructor is really confusing... chilled w/jenie, eunice, and chamii afterwards...betty walked by, but she had to rush to her other class..bummer~.....jenie took mee home....gRr, i was about to cry, cuz we talked about prom/ken and about tan....darn the past...im thinking im not over tan yet...juss talking a little itty bitty bit bout tan and da past was making mee shed in tears again...*sigh...damn that bastard~
i called swee today too..da last time i talked to him was since the car accident, i've been trying to call him and msg him but he never picked up or reply to my messages...=/ ...finally was able to reach him..but he was watching some movies...ack! i was really starting to like him..da weird thing is, by glances here n dare around skool, i'd think some guys are him...>.<...this is scary....but yea, grRr..i tink he's avoiding mee..so fuck it~
grRr.......i guess das perty much it..my brother is "borrowing" 500 beans from mee....im guess das y he's been so "nice" to me lately..gRR...and he's making mee pay fer da cellie....like b4 i start using that phone...he didnt pay fer da fone fer bout 3-4 months...so now imma have to pay fer it....bout 120 bux?...wtf?... damn it, i no not to tell my dad how much i got from financial aid (i told him juss 1000 =]) so that he wont take advantage of my $$...but then..i told my brother how much i got (not a smooth move). yea, he told mee bout da dad thing, which i no already...but den...i think he's da one using mee now...dont u think? *Shrugs*....this is gay.... i cant say no though..cuz he's my brother....grRr
fixing the rest of da car would cost about another 500...glad i told my dad i gots onlee bout 1000 er else he wudda told mee to pay fer it...the fuct up thing @ da moment is...wen we agreed that im not moving out n e more, they would give mee a car, w/insurance and pay fer my gas...but they havent payed fer my gas....as for insurance? the car that i drove...my grandpa is the owner of the car, meaning different owner and different address..therefor im juss borrowing his car...but~ i cant drive n e other car under my household...my dad dun wanna put my name under any car..cuz "im too expensive"....bullshit....i better b able to drive again..no matter wat...cuz fuck~ im already having trouble finding rides...and im not planning to continue botherin other people...so if worse comes to worse, mine as well drop out...*shrugs* |
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